I found this meme and couldn't resist...

Pick up the nearest book to you.
Turn to page 45. The first sentance [SIC] describes your sex life in 2012.

"The Vespid has high HP, but is only dangerous when it performs its (fairly rare) Flurry of Fire assault."

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... Hello...?

Okay so I think I've got my computer working. I think. For the longest time it would just shut down with no warning.

I think I found out why.

My computer; my sweet little Windows XP was built in a friends apartment from spare parts. I'm a bit of a N00b when it comes to technology but when explained to me this is what I got.

The powersource needs to be near the fan otherwise it'll overheat and fry itself. I'm not sure but I think what happened is that the powersource was placed at the opposite end of the computer from the fan. That and the fan is small and cute and doesn't do diddly.

I could be wrong though.

So I was told to open the case and just use it as is. So here I am. Computer case open for all the world to see the inner workings and whatnot. But at least it's not overheating. Yet. We'll see if this works.

More posts and fanfiction and whatnot to follow if all works out...

Wish me luck.

Writer's Block: It Was Only A Dream

Have you ever had a dream so certain it happened? What was it?

I've had several. The most haunting one was a re-acurring dream where I was getting married to the girl of my dreams. She's always a vague person, I never remember what she looks like. Shorter than me and of medium weight. I know I find her beautiful.

The wedding is to be in the backyard of my parents house and after the honeymoon we planned on turning the upstairs into an apartment. There are flowers everywhere! My friends and I are making garlands and giggling and so happy! Talking about the next day and the ceremony under the apple trees which would shower us with petals. My dream bride flits in and out of groups of people. Helping out and coming back to me for quick flirtatious kisses. 

The day goes by and it becomes night. We go to bed and I wrap my arms around her so tight. I whisper to her.



"We're getting married..." I giggle. She laughs and pets my arm.

"Hey." She says.


"I love you."

"I love you too." I nuzzle her hair. Then she sighs, as if in sadness.

"What is it?" I ask.

"It's too bad."

"What is?"

"We almost made it."

"What?" I ask. She turns to me. I can barely make out her face in the dark.

"I'm sorry." She says, "It's time to wake up. It was only a-"

My alarm goes off.

"...Dream..." I finished. The pillow in my arms was warm and if I closed my eyes in those first few moments of waking I could still feel her arms around me.

... I still believe she's somewhere out there. My dream girl. I'd like to think she dreams of me too. Maybe she's reading this right now. I'd like to think so.

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Mauled By Plot Bunnies Part 2

So to those of you who read This Post know what I've been working on for the past while... Or at least SHOULD have been working on... Hahahahahaha-


It should have been something short, sweet and to the point. Instead, with my dreams and Vathara, Suzukiblu and Avacadolove's fanfiction to fuel it turned into a MONSTER!!!

It grew as it was being written, characters were constantly popping up, I've got an Avatar OC named Hinata who was the Fire Nation Avatar two cycles before Roku and I don't even know WHY I'm writing about her... Alright I do. She's badass, I overpowered her on purpose, she has the facial scar of Lisa from Silent Hill and her statue cries blood when the world is in danger. What's not to love?

Anyway, I'll probably be putting up a Main Post for the fic, which has a name now. I call it 'Like Flaws In Jade' and I'll be quoting Vathara's Embers alot in the page breaks and chapter titles since most of my inspiration for writing the fic comes from that.

But that's not all...

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Health Complaints and Yule Preperations Even Though It's Over Two Months Away

 So that cough from my last post turned into a sinus infection. A bad one. Every time I sneezed my nose would bleed. Badly.

I went to the kinesiologist and he fixed me up and told me to take some pills and I would be fine. I am. I think. I hope. Maybe.



I went to an arts and crafts show with my mom and bought a bunch of stuff. Mostly presents for my friends for Yule. (and Fogdragon? If you're reading this, no I am NOT going to tell you what your present is... XP)

There is one thing I got for me that I'm planning on taking a picture of and posting to my Deviantart. It's this little wooden Chickadee with the CUTEST expression on his face! *looks at Chickadee* EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE e0e.

I also got some Rorshach paintings that make my eyes happy and mess with my brain. Hopefully it'll jump start something and I'll actually finish something art related besides random sketches of clothes designs.

Speaking of art.

When I was in Middle School I was a HUGE Sailor Moon fan. I still like Sailor Moon, but my interests were drawn away from the genre and into Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts and Avatar: The Last Airbender.

I haven't drawn a piece of Sailor Moon related artwork in almost six years. Now for some odd reason I've started drawing Sailor Scout OC's. Their awesome looking and completely badass, but I'm wondering why I drew them. Hmmm... A hint from my psyche to return to the wonderful world and mini-skirted Sailor Soldiers?

We'll see.

Anywhoo, because of my little shopping spree I put undue stress on my wrists and now my hands are all swollen. I can't grip a pencil worth shit. But at least I can still type and click a mouse.

...Lucky me...

This was almost two months ago... ><;

Okay so I'm seriously multi-tasking all the things I want to get done: Artwork, Fanfictions what have you, while battling a two week long cough that refuses to leave and just keeps getting worse.

And on top of that I've taken a sudden interest in writing memes.

I think it was the shiny...


Mauled by Plot Bunnies

Okay so It's a good 6 days before Anime Iowa. I'm just finishing up some artwork for the Art Show, figuring out what I'm gonna be wearing and reading A:TLA fanfiction. My brain is full of information and pretty shinies and I go to bed each night content.

Then it happens.

The Dreams.

You know the ones.

Fanfiction dreams. Fanfiction dreams that become plot bunnies that just won't. Go. AWAY.

Usually when I have a fanfiction dream I squee at it for awhile and then forget about it or I mesh it into whatever other fanfiction I'm currently writing.

Nuh-uh. Not this time.

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And that's when I woke up. Later that day I was checking my friend page and I saw that they were making a sequel to A:TLA and were calling it the Legend of Korra.

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So yeah. To sum up. Once I get back from AnimeIowa I am totally writing this fic. It'll be my very first Darkfic and I have high hopes for it. It shouldn't be too long and I'll probably add to it along the way. It already has a teeny-tiny song list most creepy stuff like Marilyn Manson's Sweet Dreams and The Noose. I get the feeling that it's gonna be a Toph/Iroh Toph/Zuko for the pairings but I don't really mind. Probably gonna be angsty. Extremely violent since I'm going to following around Kataang's crazy daughter as she slowly goes insane. Azula's going to show up. Mai is gonna be badass. There's going to be Shonen-ai. Bumi'll show up for sure, the crazy bastard.

But yeah. Fun times. Wish me luck. I'mma gonna need it.

AnimeIowa OST

Wow, it's been awhile since I've posted anything much less fanfiction... XB


AnimeIowa 2010 is upon us and I still have yet to finish artwork and costumes XD... Silly Starr...

What I have started is the soundtrack that shall be listened to and enjoyed during the car ride to and from said convention...

This is mostly for the people riding with me, but if anyone else is reading this and has suggestions for kick-ass music to get the blood pumping and amp the excitement just comment me... ^^ I could use some good stuff...

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This is just a rough draft of the list and I'll probably be subtracting a lot of the songs before I'm done... Anyone riding with me can argue for them or against them, I don't really care. ^^;

EDIT: Wow I'm forgetful... Apparently I'm not driving this year... *forehead smack* which makes me feel rather awkward 'cause I was raised that driver had control of the music... ^^; *clench fist* I will do my best...!

Writer's Block: But enough about you

If it were possible to clone a same-age version of yourself, do you think the two of you would be friends? Do you think you'd enjoy each other's company or find the similar point of view boring?

Huh... On the one hand I'm a stubborn person so I think we'd get on each others nerves just a little. But if this clone thought the same way I did it would be a bit like talking to yourself.

But on the other hand...

... Think of the sex... <3